Happy new year!!!
I hope everyone of you had a nice Christmas time and also a great New Year Celebration!
This is my first blog in 2014 - and also the only one in January I guess. This month I have to write my exams so I might be super busy with studying. While I'm typing this blog I should already learning...
Well, it's 11:27 pm - mostly I should sleep because I have to get up at 5 am.
Also I need to keep on going with Japanese studies!! I can't go to my Japanese lesson on Wednesday because of some university stuff and also because I have a viewing of a room in a new shared flat!!
Most of you know that I'm really unhappy in my actual shared flat. Well... I plan to move in together in the middle of the year maybe with 2 friends to Duesseldorf (the next bigger city from my universities town). But until than I want already to live in a new shared flat because I'm actually really REALLY unhappy here.
So... what brings 2014 for me?
- Next visit to Japan
- Amazing concerts
- Lots of fun
- Hopefully luck in my studies
- If not luck in studies than please AT LEAST in my love life
Most people are happy when they get good grades or are successful in their job. But I was never the type. It was great when I had an A or was praised in my work but it never meant something for me. I was always more the type who was the MOST happy when I was together with people that I love or when I felt in love with someone.
Doesn't mean I want to marry tomorrow and get a child or something, haha! BUT!
It's seriously more important for me to be happy with my friends, family and my lover than with my studies. I'm maybe strange in that kind of things.
Now a little thought I had in that evening.
It's about people with piercings, tattoos and colored hair.
I don't talk about EVERYONE but about some.
Why they ALWAYS complain that they are bullied, treated bad by society and so on?
Really A LOT of them.
Let me tell you my story.
When I was younger I colored my hair really in the wildest rainbow colors. I had piercings (and still have). I wore crazy clothes, Lolita clothes and so on.
But I can count on both hands how often I was treated bad because of that. And most of that times it was from people who drunk too much alcohol. That kind of people also say bad stuff about me when I run around normal so maybe it doesn't count. lol
Yeah, of course there are stupid people in the world. They like to talk bad about people who are not like the 'norm'.
But my experience showed me that there are not THAT many people like that then others maybe think.
I think people who doesn't look like norm already have in their brain so much "I LOOK DIFFERENT THAN YOU! TALK BAD ABOUT ME! IF YOU DON'T TELL ME I'M GREAT OR SPECIAL THAN I KNOW YOU TALK BAD ABOUT ME!!!" that they tend to hear bad stuff 13429473397x more than other people.
Most of them want attention badly - so they don't care in which way. If they don't get the attention in the 'praising' way they want it in the 'bullying' way - and after that they complain how evil and bad humans are to not accept them.
In my opinion most of them are just phishing a LOT for attention.
BUT NOT EVERYONE IS LIKE THAT! I know for example a tattoo artist who isn't like that. He has really a LOT of tattoos. He told me that - of course -sometimes people ask him about his tattoos but he never was treated badly because of that. And IF he was treated badly the people had a grudge against him - not because of his tattoos but because of other stuff.
Okay, MAYBE sometimes people also talk bad about him because of the tattoos but that's not a lot of people. Or he just doesn't hear them. lol
Seriously. I don't think nowadays there is a 'norm' or a 'not norm'. We have fat people, chubby people, thin people, pierced people, people with business clothes, people with rockish clothes... And I think not THAT many people care anymore but people who think about themself "Hehe, I'm not the norm"
Sorry, dear.
You are human.
You are the norm.
Inside you look the same like everyone else.
You are a piece of water, blood, bowel and much more.
So nothing special - the same like everyone else - just your character and your personality makes your special.
And I don't think looks is a part of character and personality - or just a VERY small one.
Sure, you show with it your own taste and so on but your true character / personality comes out with your words and your doings. Not with your hair color or something.
Haha, SORRY!!!
That was quite a serious talk now, huh?!
I hope I didn't attack anyone with it, I also didn't talk to a special person or something - I just have some stupid ideas in my mind. Mostly in the evening.
I end this blog with a nice song from another indie band.
It's the band 'RUNAWAY' and the song is called "Stand by me".
They are rapping so totally my style! (Someone wants to cover the song with me?! lol)
TAKE CARE! UNTIL FEBRUARY!!!
